Thursday, July 7, 2011

Day 16- Someone you could live without

This entry doesn't sound very nice. So I'm going to make in not quite as mean. I'm not wishing death upon anyone, the person(s) I could live without would go on with their lives, just not in mine. That said I really only can think of one person I am tired of dealing with. Not that I hate her or she made me mad. She is a nice girl, but just knowing that when she calls I don't want to talk, when she comes over I don't want her to and the fact that I'm okay with not being her friend makes me realize I'm not a being a good friend to her so why waste each others time? BUT I'm too nice (back to day 2 confession, lol) to cut someone off. I've done it once in my life and it was totally necessary but the only reason I was able to do that was because I was pregnant. I get feisty when I'm preggers. So I've been trying the fadeout thing. It was going okay for a week or so, but now... I don't know. We got off the fadeout track. I'm a wheenie.

No names. Not very exciting, I know, but I know her name and that's really all that matters.

Monday, July 4, 2011

Day 15- Something or someone you can't live without, because you've tried living without it.

My husband is someone I can't live without. We broke up in high school the day we found out we were pregnant with Candace. About an hour before we found out, to be exact. We were not together for 2 1/2 years. During that time I had a boyfriend and he had girlfriends but I always thought about him every once in a while. When we were both single things kind of fell into place for us. I got scared and fought it a little, but came to my senses before Joey gave up on me. Thank God for that. I could have missed out on having everything I'd ever wanted because I was scared of it. Its pretty silly when I look back on it all now. But I'm glad I have my hubby and I don't know what I'd do without him. Hopefully I will never find out.